Learning how to trust God's timing
Fear is something I have struggled with over the course of my life. Fear of change, fear of failure, even fear of doing well is something that has caused anxiety for me. I know the last one sounds crazy but I would be lying if I didn't bring the reality of changing up. I know that staying comfortable allows me to keep this consistent level of income coming in, a specific schedule, and all the benefits I have become accustomed to. But I know God has made me for more......
Recently He has given me a new opportunity, and I am so excited I could almost burst. But just as soon as I was almost crying with excitement, this wave of doubt rushed over me. What if I am not good enough? What if I don't make enough? What if they don't like me? What if... what if... what if....
Now, just so you know I am not in love with organized religion. It has always been something I have struggled with wrapping my head around. But I have a close relationship with God and I feel like we have been placed on this Earth to do his will. We all have our own unique talents and gifts and it is up to us to uncover those talents and put them to use.
This new position is exciting and something I have been passionate about for years. I cannot thank the Lord enough for this opportunity. But I am scared. I definitely need to work on this and can let this sink in soon so I can accept this blessing and enjoy this new stage in my life.
I have some upcoming training classes coming up and I am overjoyed they have this much support and training to prepare me in my new role. The next few weekends will definitely be jam packed with new info and lot of fun.
More details to come soon. Wish me luck!
xoxo
